Just recently I have been accepted in Siemens Wind Power and it got me very excited. I am supposed to do what I love doing most: Power Point Presentation, Layouts for different documents, Posters, Brochures and who knows what else. I hope I’ll have enough inspiration to come up with good designs that will match Siemens’s Wind Power profile. Nevertheless … I love it and can’t wait to start.
Today we had to present part of a project for a course we have. And of course, I was in charge with designing a slide-show. It didn’t count that I almost forgot a word and stopped during the presentation, Mirela helping me to go on with my idea, but it did count, at least for me, that the design of the PowerPoint really impressed the teacher. It meant that I still got it. Also … during classes, following the motto – “you learn new things every day” – I even managed to find out more about what PowerPoint 2010 can do. I know, I am a show-off … but who cares, I really love doing presentations and coming up with neat and elegant/stunning layouts.
As for Easter, I am probably going to my dad in the Netherlands … sooooo Netherlands, here I come! But I say probably because I am not sure when I’ll start the work. If the start date coincides with the dates for the vacation, then I’ll have to cancel the plane tickets.
Anyway … at least this part of life is going in a good direction. As it is said … you can’t have them all .
Some tortures are physical
And some are mental,
But the one that is both
For two days … I have started to feel a tooth aching. Last night it was as worse as it could get. I don’t know if I slept, or if was awake, all I know is that it hurt like hell and I just couldn’t think at anything. I think I swallowed last night a fist full of pills … painkillers, nerve calming pills, painkillers … and in the end, antibiotics. Unending pain and half a face swollen like a balloon.
Soooooo … scared, in pain and extremely tired … I thought calling someone. But not my mom, as she would have become worried, scared and she wouldn’t have had how to help me. So I called someone else, half cried, my dear friend … and she with her husband managed to find me a dentist, next to me.
Dress fast, take the bike, find the location and gooooo. On the way … I still felt pain, but being closer and closer to the dentist … fade it a little bit. There … they got my name wrong: Theodora Boaca. I know, I don’t like my name either … at least when I was younger, but this is too much. Don’t like it either.
I was invited to sit on a chair, very new high tech devices there. Automatic X-Ray with display directly on the computer, automatic program for prescriptions and invoices. Pretty cool. I was jaw open not only because I was at the dentist but with everything that I saw there =)).
The dentist lady was very nice with me. And when she looked at my X-ray she said that I have two options. Either to have it removed (NO WAAAAY) … or to have a root canal. It was a much better option. But the hypothetical price to have it done was a months payment. So I was frank with her and told her that I can’t afford it. But as I am going home (now it’s for sure) in three weeks, I will do it then. So she prescribed just some antibiotics ( I am glad that I started taking this morning too) and painkillers.
With the receipt in hand, I was very happy to find out that it was very cheap. Also … in apothek, they have a very interesting system … where the people at the counter send an order to somewhere, and the pills come automatically from somewhere: I asked the guy, and he said that it’s from the basement. Interesting, isn’t it!?
I wanted to go to the gym today … I am not sure if I’ll be going. Also if the night repeats itself, I won’t be coming to school tomorrow either.
Kisses and biiiiig thank you to my friend and her husband! :*
What is water good for … if it doesn’t quench your thirst?
What is food good for … if it doesn’t take care of your hunger?
What is air good for … if you still can’t breath?
What is the light good for … if it doesn’t enlighten your path?
What is a house good for … if doesn’t keep you warm?
What is a camera good for … if you don’t appear in any photos?
What is a game good for … if it doesn’t cure your boredom?
What is the alarm good for … if you can’t hear it in the morning?
What is screaming good for…if no one hears you?
What is love good for … if it’s not there when you need it?!
Why do we have so many things in our life that are just not enough?! It is said that when you will find somebody that provides for all the needs in your world … it means that you have found your answers to all the questions of the Universe and further.
The only example that comes to mind right now, (as in … happening to me right now, dooh) is connected to relationships. Why give to someone so much attention if someone doesn’t respond with the same amount back?! But then … another question pops: why is it necessary for the partner to respond with at least the same amount? It’s a free world, and everybody does what ever they wish.
So … the solution comes … I should not pay attention to the partner … as I am entitled to live my own life as I want … If he poses no question regarding what I do … or what I like, and everything has changed from how it was in the beginning … I should change myself from loving and caring person to cold, selfish one. I heard that when one is like that, one has much more to gain than being dependent of somebody else’s ability to show love and care. Probably it’s a lonely life … but when opportunities arise they could be grabbed without any resentment.
But I am not sure how can I apply this solution for my current life and principles as I was taught from early childhood to respect and respond to others needs, even though people consider this as a sign of weakness. This is me and that’s how I handle life. Probably I’ll loose everything for being dependent of bringing happiness and support into someone’s life (or I am probably annoying, I have no way of knowing if I have never been said that). I will still give my entire self to whom i believe deserves it at a certain time. And every time i do it ... i always hope that that someone is the last one for as long as i live.
All that I can say now … that I’ll try to adjust and create new views of how to handle life … and have the courage to admit when it doesn’t work and to end it (not my life, fear not … I love it above all).
From my thoughts,
I have just downloaded and installed Windows Live Writer. And … instead of studying for the Innovation Exam(!!!!) … I am giving it a try right now. What a stupid way to waste your time when you’re supposed to actually do something important. I guess this is just the human nature, reaching out to me … letting me know that I am in no way different to any other human being in this world … like the average, with no concern for the personal development and well-being.
Anyway … I’ll come up with some new blog posts, this time in English, as I want to keep my thoughts in English, to help me cope better with the studying environment here, in Denmark.
As for the “new stuff” … lately I have used the StumbleUpon website … it’s very cool and has a lot of resources to keep one occupied when has to study or one’s just bored!
In the mean time … just tell me what you think about these words … I believe I am in desperate need of love and reassuring that I am not alone and I have someone close to my heart to rely on. And I do … but this is just another theme for another post. To be continued … I promise!
Mno ... am ajuns aici de vreo 2 luni şi câteva zile. Toţi întrebaţi cum e în Danezia şi tot întrebaţi de zor de ce nu postez nimic. Păi, nu prea mai am timp ... cu scoala, cu petrecerile, cu somnul ... încerc să ţin pasul cu tot ce se poate. Nu vreau să-mi scape nimic. Plus că mai stau şi cu lumea pe net să îi mai ţin la curent cu ce mai fac pe aici - familie, prieteni, colegi ... deşi nu îmi prea reuşeşte mereu.